I’m just so tired

I’m tired of my brain not working like “normal” people. I’m tired of people thinking I’m just being dramatic or overreacting, when I just can’t help it. I’m tired of being tired & not being able to sleep. I’m tired of physically not being able to do anything bc I just am too fling sad to get out of bed. I’m tired of taking meds just to be able to recognize when I’m going off the rails. I’m tired of not knowing how I’m going to react to bad news. Or to something someone has said. I’m tired of feeling this way & knowing it’s never going to stop.

No I’m not off my meds, yes I’m in therapy, & no I’m not having SI. Today anyway. I’m just so tired.