Guys, I'm going to say why I'm not going to post for at least a good while, possibly a week. (Also my state over all.)

So I've been yesterday to the medic, and I was telling him my issues right, when I started to speak about my personal problems, I was tearing up until I needed to Nose-blow then blow out blood and the thing is, it was the first time ever.

I need to deal with my life problems I can't just ignore them. That's why I'm going to seek medical help, but I couldn't tell the medic everything is wrong because I don't exactly speak French that well, but I could tell him most of my problems.

I know it was trauma made me bleed from my nose because I was crying while saying about my problems.

I think my mental health it at its lowest peak, and I have to pretend everything is alright to my father because otherwise he punishes me for just crying, and I have to also support a friend of mine that has depression and I really have to stand strong while I deal with my problems and trying to support my depressed friend at the same time.

I'm not going to be too much detailed unless you want all hear my history and I'd make it way more detailed.