I (f18) secretly hooked up with my friends boyfriend

I’ve secretly had a crush on my best friend’s boyfriend. I know he’s into me too… he’s drunkenly admitted it. I’ll playfully flirt with him but nothing too serious. Well last weekend I was @ at a party with a lot of people and it was honestly pretty dark in the room we were in. He was passing behind me, and grabbed my ass. No one saw but it turned me on. I just smiled as I looked back. Happened a couple times that night and each time he would get more intentional about it.

Fast forward a week or so and he snapped me while he was home alone. Well I was feeling a certain type of way and I flirted right back. I told him how hot I thought he was & how much it turned me on that he touched me at the party. He told me that we should meet up & I eventually agreed. We hooked up at his house and it was some of the hottest sex I’ve ever had. I was on my hands and knees in front of the mirror and it was so fucking hot.