i seriously want to cry... WHAT IS WITH PARENTS AND THEIR HATE fOR VIDEO GAMES???

I AM NOT ASKING fOR MUCH, YOU ARE WILING TO BUY ME A NEW LAPTOP, SO WHY CAN'T I BUY A fUCKING GAMING LAPTOP?? WHAT IS SO WRONG WITH PLAYING GAMES? WHAT If I WANT A GOOD GPU? WHAT If I WANT TO PLAY GOOD LOOKING GAMES ON A COMPLEX MACHINE? WHAT IS SO WRONG WITH IT???

I DO EVERYTHING THAT YOU WANT ME TO DO. EVERYTHING. I STUDY WELL, I OBEY YOUR EVERY COMMAND, I GET GOOD GRADES, AND I AM WILLING TO CHOOSE AND PERfORM WELL IN MY STREAM... PLEASE JUST LET ME HAVE GAMES TO PLAY... PLEASE

AND YOU DON'T EVEN LET ME PLAY GAMES EVERYDAY, DO YOU?? I CAN ONLY PLAY GAMES fOR 1 fUCKING HOUR EVERY WEEK. WEEK. AND I DON'T EVEN GET THAT CHANCE MOST Of THE TIMES, BECAUSE I AM TOO BUSY STUDYING...

I KNOW YOU CAN AffORD IT, I KNOW ITS NOT ABOUT MONEY AT ALL, YOU JUST DON'T WANT ME TO PLAY GAMES BECAUSE I WILL GET DISTRACTED AND NOT fOCUS ON MY STUDIES... RIGHT????

DO YOU THINK I AM fUCKING RETARD??? DO YOU THINK I CAN'T PLAY IN MODERATION?? DO YOU THINK YOUR IDIOT SON WILL GET POSSESSED PLAYING GAMES??? WHAT IS SO WORNGI WITH IT ANYWAY???? PLESAE JUST LET ME PLAY GAMES... WHAT HTHE fUCK DO YOU MEAN I WILL GET IDSTRATED OTO TISAKHJRKLEAJNHJRL;kg'v