I am excited at the same time I am afraid

Being a bl watcher since 2018 and my first bl was SOTUS which I watch accidentally and from then on rest is history. Nowadays, I don't watch ongoing series I only watch it after it's completion. Likewise, I haven't watched #ThamePo. Even though I haven't watched it, I have been following them #williamest eveyday. My day wasn't complete without watching their edits. Now, the series is completed and how much I love them and been egar to watch the series I am afraid to watch it because first, I can't watch it on one seat(cause of work and other stuff) second I don't want it to end. Oh My God 😭