Wow

I am writing this in a homeless shelter so here we go. I was born into poverty and had trauma such as being mlested at a young age. Then my parents adopted me. Throughout the years I was hospitalized on and off and went to residential. This last bout has me on my knees. I just ripped myself away from my abusive ex while I was gone. He had rped me and I tried to make it somehow be okay. I loved this man to death - literally I went through many attempts and tried to stay with him. Lots of consequences later, I'm homeless and my parents have told me that there are no bouncebacks. They will not take me back into their home on account that I had already left as an adult. I feel abandoned.