It happened, I ran across his dating profile

I got discarded and blocked a couple days before Christmas, this wasn’t the first time or second time he discarded me, but it was the first where he blocked me. It was devastating and freeing all at the same time. I’ve been trying so hard to let go this time. I reached out once, and it was when I discovered I had been blocked. I haven’t reached out again, I blocked him everywhere I can think of. I’ve been doing good in therapy, taking better care of myself and decided to try to put myself back out there. My therapist suggested it. Well, there he was. I knew he had moved on or had someone else, it wouldn’t be the first time, but seeing the profile, the stupid little things about him that he wrote and pictures that I didn’t recognize… it really hit me. I get it, this is what you do when you break up, but we’ve broken up so many times before I just wish I didn’t see it. I immediately blocked the profile and can’t undo it, which is good, but I’m definitely feeling a little extra broken this morning.