getting stalked by abusive exes

sorry if the wording of this is messy, i'm incredibly tired of having to repeat my innocence to everyone i know.

i've been getting stalked by my ex friends and partners for over half a year now. i moved accounts, blocked them everywhere, but nothing helped. they found my new account and continue harassing me and my new partners, and even got one of them to join in on harassing me and lying about me.

they don't live in my country, but i live in fear every day even more people i love will leave me because of them. i've already had ten people leave me and call me nasty names over lies they've made.

when i met them i was severely mentally ill. i still am, but i let them control me and made me do things i deeply regret. and now i'm being made into a villain like they are not the reason for 90% of my past actions.

i don't know what to do anymore and i'm tired. i don't want to keep living and everyday is becoming a chore. i know they'd celebrate if i was gone but i don't want to do it to my partners.

any help is appreciated. i don't know what to do and i just want them to leave me alone.