Do you ever find yourself being unnecessarily difficult?

I only have one example (that I can think of currently) when I do this, but here’s the situation. I frequently walk on the beach, right by the shoreline, and if someone is walking towards a me, I get all stubborn about not moving out of the other persons way, but then if they do move first I feel bad that I played this stupid game and then I feel shame/annoyed with myself for doing it. I know it’s ridiculous and I’m being difficult but wondered if anyone else finds themself doing things like this? I’m Audhd but I think this is linked more with autism maybe.

Please don’t be too harsh as it won’t help me and I’m aware the behaviour is not necessary, I just can’t seem to help myself.