Day 2: My story with porn.

I was introduced to pornography when I was 10 years old. Back then I never really saw it as something filthy or uncomfortable, but the more I grew, the more I tended to hide the habit of watching it to my family, and never spoke of it. As years passed, this addiction has only gotten worse and worse. I am now 22, and my situation is absolutely worse than it could ever be. The regular videos do not help anymore, I keep searching for more obscene content such as obscene levels of hentai. I end up masturbating around 5 to 6 times a day, and I have made very questionable friendship choices online revolving around this habit, I made some bad friends who encouraged me to watch more porn, and share more porn, to a point where I had even begun questioning my sexual orientation. I had also ended up objectifying women close to me, who are some of my closest friends. My sign to finally quit this habit eventually came 2 days ago, when I said out shamelessly and without thought, that one of my friends should sign up to be a p-star. That comment made her extremely uncomfortable, and I want to see the error of my ways. I want to quit this addiction as soon as possible, I don't want to live like this anymore. I'll never be able to forgive myself for the wrong things I have done, but I want to make sure it will never happen again, that I could one day forget that porn even exists and just live a better way of life.