Sin Lock

The sins I loathe in others, I loathe because I’d hate myself if I ever committed them.

I had a dream where, possessed by Alan Moore, I became a statutory rapist. After the event, I realized it was a dream, but it was too late. My Soul felt stained.

I do not abide by people encouraging people to just engage in immorality, or secretly engaging in it while denouncing it. Pick a lane, I hate em both.

IRL, I was groomed a lot by older women. At the time, I may have enjoyed myself, felt mature; whatever. It was wrong. It was traumatizing. It was confusing. It led to my hyper sexuality, which damages current relationships in my life, despite my conscious attention.

It’s not my fault. I forgive these women; they were young too, just a LoT older than me.