Life is a roller coaster

At 24 after being successful in sales for 5 years I started losing my mind I never wanted to be in sales, I had no passion for it I was just borderline homeless and needed a job that could give me instant gratification. I ended up developing panic disorder and high blood pressure in my early 20’s from how badly stressed I was.

Now I've decided that enough was enough and am going to college to become a psych nurse but I jumped into a serving job to cover rent and bills but can already tell im going to struggle. Life was not kind to me in 2024, I had a horrible car accident that costed me everything and more. Is there anyone whos experienced tough times and found a way out? moving back home like some friends of mine have done isnt an option, I was dealt a familyless deck and have been living nomad style lol.

I’m at a weird cross road where I’m so stressed I’m not sleeping until 8 am and waking up around noon before work I just want to be my normal self again but I’m so terrified I’ll become a failure that my life is going to shit.