I’ve somehow become interested in Femboys

I (25M) have recently started to become curious about femboys.

About 3 weeks ago I was in bed around 1-2am, unable to sleep and horny. I ended up scrolling Reddit and decided visit r/GOONED (this was purely out of curiosity at the time as I’d just learned what the word meant). This led to an INSANE rabbit hole where I eventually ended up looking at some pictures of femboys.

At the time I wasn’t really attracted per se because it just looked like cross dressing to me. I thought it was interesting to look at, but I wasnt sexually attracted. I summed it up to me just being really pent up and an overly curious night.

Fast forward to yesterday. I’m on steam looking at games. Browsing any new games that looked fun, then looking for dating sims, then deciding to search for eroge online, to eventually coming across a title called “My Femboy Roomate”. The developer had the demo out to try online before actually buying the game. The art looked really good so I tried it out.

I was hooked. I bought the full game and played for a good 3 hours, forcing myself to stop so I don’t complete the whole game in one sitting. Soon after getting off I was having thoughts such as “how nice it would be to have a femboy roommate?” or “I kind of want a FWB like that”. I thought at first I was attracted to it because the characters where animated so the feminine figure was more distinct, but I’ve found myself even looking at some irl femboys that have a similar body type.

I am unsure of where this urge is coming from or why. I’ve never in my 25 years of life had thoughts like this and have only dated girls prior. Ive tried to pass it off as a short term new interest but it’s developing into something more than that.