Nataliya Tarai

perspective... Hello I work as a special needs aid. I use to abuse my son. He was diagnosed with IBS. Wrongfully diagnosed as he stopped doing accidents, Although the time he was doing accidents.

I was abusing him shoving dirty undies in his mouth essentially waterboarding him with his on feces, I would torture him, And abuse him. I hated him because he reminded me of his "Dad". I would always remind him that too, His dad was big and scary so he always hated it when I said that.

I didn't like when he expressed himself because he would remind me of Zac Walters his "Dad". Recently I have had to put a DVO against my son that I abused because of his bursts of anger which I may have a hand in because he could never express himself.

Either way I just hope my son would just kill himself, If anything I am the abused for having to birth him.