My birthday was yesterday and my bf doesn’t make me feel loved

My birthday was yesterday and i just felt depressed

I asked my bf to take the day off but he didn’t. I dont have any friends or family here or a job because i moved here for him so i would have appreciated it. A month ago i told him i don’t feel special or loved so i thought he would have something planned but i had to ask him to take me out and he just seemed like he was in a bad mood from work while we were out. I wish i wasn’t so depressed or maybe i would go out by myself. I love my bf and am comfortable with him as we have been together for 6 years but i sometimes cant help but feel like there is someone out there better for me, he isn’t adventurous or fun like me, and he doesn’t seem to care about making me feel special. We live together and i dont have a job so i cant leave till i get one, its been hard. I dont even know if i could leave i have built so much around him.