I dunno what I am

Since I was a teenager (when hormones start to kick in), I've always felt attracted to women, my first kiss was with my cousins and I've always felt turned on by women. I've liked boys (the famous crushes) when I was younger. When I was 14 I had my first boyfriend and it was completely traumatic. Then I dated two more boys (also traumatic relationships). During this period, I discovered I was bisexual, but I always felt a little uncomfortable with this label, because I was always more attracted to women. Currently, I am dating a man and he is the only one I feel attraction (romantic and sexual). Otherwise, I am attracted to women. That is, I am attracted to women and to one man, my boyfriend. I dunno what I am, if I'm bi or homoflexible, biflexible lesbian (if that exists or is valid, I dunno). Can someone help meeee, pls ?