emotions are your own responsibility.

Yes, it is true that it is my responsibility—but sometimes I really wish that I could vent out my emotions without hesitation whether I could hurt someone’s feelings or otherwise. I feel so sad, kasi when I care deeply for someone they discard me like a disposable material and would only pick me up when I am in my demise—down and feel trumpled. They would easily hurt you without hesitation if they know you care deeply for them.

Naiiyak na ako as in kasi napaka-moody ko eversince nagsama kami sa isang roof ng bff ko. Ansakit lang kasi parang ang dali-dali nya lang ako saktan. Knowing that I am extremely sensitive. She would gaslight me pa kasi naman dw ako napaka-emotional ko. E anong magagawa ko nasaktan talaga ako eh. Kung pwede ko lang i-control tong nararamdaman ko—how I wish I could feel nothing para no drama na. I hate drama and beefs and I always try my best to communicate naman kaya iniisip ko san ba ako nagkulang. Sa braincells ba or emotional intelligence.

I want to vent out mg frustration so bad. I need gentle advice po and whatever redflag sa character ko sana sabihin nyo para ma-improve ko.

Ps. sorry sa ungrammatical errors in advance, pls bear with meeeee