Tarot dreams are a little bothersome

So, the last dreams I had that I am capable of remembering are dreams in wich someone's reading tarot for me. Honestly, the first time I though I was just very tired by constantly reading for others and disregarding my own comfort.

The second time? Last night. Maybe it's because it's been a while since I read for myself and I did a reading asking superficially about it last night?

Idk but it bothers me.

Both dreams are about the same subject. An ex I broke up with around 1 year and some months ago? Won't lie to you, took me waaaaay too long to get over it, but I feel fine about the whole situation now. I feel happy and glad for the good memories she gave me and accepted the bad ones too. I made mistakes too, etc etc. Y'know?

About the dreams, because you might be curious:

1. I dreamt about a tarot reader telling me someone from my past was coming back. They described in a way I knew it was her (in the dream), so I told them: she has a girlfriend, they're together for more than one year now. And the dream reader told me to wait and see what happens when our paths crosses again, idk something like that, like the girlfriend didn't matter much (we've never seen each other again since the day we broke up, came to my attention that I "miss" her for very last minute decisions. Like deciding not to go for a party I am already on the way to, going on a different bus, postponing something, missing a class, and endless situations)

The dream continues with some sort of ritual an old lady was doing, she didn't stop even when I begged her to. She was chaining a cow heart in a recipient with some things she stuffed inside and lit a candle on top. That part was fun because I am post op rn and my friends (who confirmed to me this is a real thing in magic) told me to be careful when walking around cause I can lose my balance and to pay attention to my heart (specially) and body. I'm post op girls everything in my body feels funny lol 😭

2. Second dream was me asking if she did/was doing something to me (like magic sorta things). The reader pulled three cards and looked like she didn't want to be involved with me anymore. I was also feeling a little sick from the cards she pulled (again, I'm post op, functional but still have funny feelings in my body from time to time). So, she told me: "She's not. She's not >anymore<. It's her mother now."

And I didn't think her mom, I thought about her orisà. And she confirmed: "Yes, and I don't wanna have part in it."

I was a little: "girl, this is a dream, calm tf down, nothing's gonna happen to you"

And I woke up now lol, I am tired still and my body don't feel too well.

Obs: The cards were pentacles, I don't remember the first, "the ancient woman" reversed (I suppose it's the high priestess) and I THINK queen of pentacles too. Two pentacles, one major arcana.

I don't really have a question, like, I don't even wanna know about it, don't wanna pull any cards nor am looking for a direction, really. Just sharing because I feel like it.

If you do have something to say, please, feel free to share your thoughts tho