I have to many hobbies and visions and projects

I shortened what I initially wanted to write. Because it was 8 pages long.

Currently I work on several games. Animations. Painting and musical projects. Yes all of those.

Also I learn languages or plan to learn even more.

I do most of the repairs and ease up on how to build furniture. Did built furniture already.

I fix most of my car myself. Big stuff even.

We are working on moving to Australia.

Also I skate, swim and workout regularly.

And I also have my furry hobby. My bedroom hobby. And my gaming aswell as some reading. Also I am big into music listening.

I am currently working in webdev but probably will move to robotics it I have the chance. Or maybe back to game Dev. Who knows. Could also getting into it security but I don't really wanna get into hacking because I won't see the end of that tunnel.

Now I start ranting. Yeah just imagine this and 10 more projects.

And yet I feel like I barely accomplished anything. Even Trough because I never Excell in anything but is It wrong to just life for fun? Do you always need to be excellent?

I have no clue how I should feel. Proud about what I all get done or bad about how much I don't get due to legitimate downtime. Should I get rid of interests and hobbies for the sake of getting good ad others to the standards of whom?

Also if I get any more productive I start yelling at friends and family. I tried but there is an absolute limit.