Anyone relate

anyone else now stares at people of the same sex ? like I’ve always looked at women’s bodies to compare myself mostly or thought their body was nice or clothes, now I find myself staring more unintentionally and I’m afraid because I read that people who did that found out they were gay but I just do it to compare myself ?

also anyone else finds gay stuff everywhere now ? like gay people and flags, etc

also does anyone else finds themselves thinking about the past to see if there’s anything that proves they have been gay ? One day i told my bf the only girls ill have intimacy with where two famous girls but I didn’t mean that literal like I wouldnt want to do it for real , not sure how to explain but now that makes me think I’m gay which i don’t want to be.