26 M4M Twink looking for Gloryhole / anon scenario to give first BJ

Hello, I'm str8 but curious, but also pretty shy and nervous to meet people. I've wanted to try giving head but think I'd be too nervous face to face so I'm looking for a gloryhole or anon scenario if possible. I'm completely disease free and you should be too! Physically I'm 5'9 135lb, pretty thin, smooth shaved, good looking with a young face. Not very manly though if thats an issue.