My BF used a remote control dildo while eating with my family (F18)

So, I´ve been dating this guy who loves pushing boundaries and we recently got a remote-control dildo to play with. Last night, I was at my family’s house for dinner—super strict, religious vibes, the usual. Before we sat down, he dared me to slip it in, promising he’d keep the remote in his pocket. I was nervous but so turned on by the idea that I did it. We’re all at the table, passing mashed potatoes, and suddenly I feel this low buzz start. I grip my fork tighter, trying not to react as he smirks across from me. Every time someone asks me a question—like “How’s work?”—he cranks it up a little, and I’m biting my lip, stuttering through answers. The thrill of it being so wrong, with my family right there, made it insane. At one point, I dropped the salt shaker, and when I shifted to grab it, the thing hit just right, and I had to fake a sneeze to cover a moan. By the end of dinner, I was soaked and shaking, and he just winked at me like it was nothing. We slipped away after dessert, and I’ve never cum so hard in my life. Should I let him control it again next time we’re over??? ;)