i have nothing

i talk to no one all day. being bored makes me want to not be alive bc of how empty i am. i want someone to love me. i don’t get why no one wants to date me i don’t even do anything wrong. they just find girls that are prettier and they’d rather talk to. i really don’t know how much longer i can do this. i thought warm weather would make me feel better but honestly it just makes me want to die more bc of how pretty it is outside