Why A simple thing become so hArd

I wonder what it is you want from me? Am I too much to face? Did I show too much emotion when we talked on the phone. I know I did and I'm really sorry for that. I didn't mean to and didn't expect for that to happen and once it did I couldn't make it stop. I really am sorry. I wish you could sit down and talk to me. It wouldnt be like on the phone. I think I've cried myself out to be honest. But there is a couple of things Id like to ask you. I need you to help me in a very serious situation I am in. I don't know if you know about it or not. I hope you know nothing about it. Because if you really did do all that that would be pretty low of you. If you could help me with this one thing I won't bother you again if that's what you want. Please get in touch with me my phone is always on. So if you have trouble reaching me which is what I fear we will have to speak in person. You know A I have a real strong feeling that out communication issues are not caused by anything we have or have not done. It's done by a third party in sure of it. I hope otherwise you just plain old don't care to hear from me. If that's the case Ill learn to live with that but I would like a clear indication that you are not interested. I don't want to give up on you I care very much and would love to just talk one more time.

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