I was so close to fapping today

So I already had a 70 day streak and now I'm on an 42 day streak. Today something got into and I watched porn again and was so close to doing it. Then I opened TikTok and saw a Video from David Goggins and something snapped. I finally realised that the addiction isn't the problem- I am. And I also realised that I need to change. When I was 13-14 yrs old I already started martial arts, reduced my screen time to 1 hour, went running etc. but over the months it changed. I'm now 15 for already a few month and I realised how Lady I am and what I am capable of doing. So I decided that when I'm not ill anymore, I'm locking in. I will do all the things I was to lazy for during the last few month. I will give my best no matter how tired I am or how hot it is. I will change.