F4M Convince me to kill myself (DEFINITELY A ROLEPLAY)

I'm sick of being a mentally ill, lazy, lying, stealing, useless, stupid piece of shit. I'm tired of hurting myself and sucking dick just to feel better about myself. I want to die. I've wanted it for years. But no matter how bad it gets, I keep chickening out.

Pics are on my profile, I would love to talk about this and find someone who can help push me over the edge. At first I'll be egging you on, but eventually the fear will set in and I'll go into denial or bargaining, I need you to keep me on track and really push me to go through with it this time. Definitely just a rp don't worry about it just do it do it do it do it