Hit 150 days after 10+ years of daily use

It took a few tries but this time it feels definitive! I’ve been smoking heavily since I was in high school, I’m in my 30s now. At one point I was going through 2 carts a week. I always told myself it helped my anxiety (diagnosed GAD) and ADHD but now that I’ve been off of it for 5 months I’ve realize I was kidding myself. I’m not even taking medication anymore. My social anxiety is all but gone. I just have so much more will to live and drive to just do things in my day to day. I feel like I left a toxic ex and I barely even think about them anymore. I don’t have anyone to share this with except my spouse because no one in my life has any idea how severe my abuse was. I just wanted to share because if I can do it, anyone can.