Delia being grateful for ash being 'chosen' by Lysander?

I know this sounds bad. Ok but hear me out. Ash out of how many people is Kalos at the time is chosen for this 'new world' Lysander wants and he intends to kill everyone else essentially besides those he chooses. Ash is chosen which means unlike most he won't die if Lysander get's away with this and ash doesn't escape the binds. So Delia despite knowing this would be against her sons wishes is maybe selfishly happy because her kid would have gotten to live.

The idea is essentially:

"Professor is it selfish that I'm happy ash was chosen by Lysander if the man had won my baby would've likely been alright still."

Oak pauses for a second considering. "Maybe a bit. But I can't fault you if it were Garry in Ashes position I believe I'd feel much the same."

Also: Did I use the right flair can someone give me a run down on all the flairs here so I don't just keep attempting to use the right one please?