
So... the popular guys in my class thought it would be funny to make ranked lists of girls, categorizing us by "best tits," "best ass," "prettiest girls," and "ugliest girls." And they were not quiet about it, they were literally yelling their answers across the room since they sit in different corners. All the girls quickly realized what they were doing

I tried to ignore it because I knew it would make me insecure, it was clear to me that I would not stand even close to prettiest but I never thought I'd be the ugliest,

 then one of the girls managed to grab one of the lists. It was the one for ugliest girls. She started reading it out loud, and, well—my name was ranked first, how sweet😊

My friend made her stop reading it and said it was stupid, and I could tell all the girls were pitying me. I just walked away and buried myself in a book to distract myself. A couple of them came up to me, telling me that I was pretty and that the boys were wrong, but honestly? That hurt like hell, is started crying and the boys realized that I read it and didn't apologizd, just one of them told me that he didn't write anything and that it was the others, like that'd change anything.

I feel so stupid for ever believing people when someone complimented me. I never thought I was particularly pretty, but I never saw myself as the ugliest either. Now, I can’t even look in the mirror without thinking that no one would ever truly fall for me—they would just settle.

I don’t know what to do. Should I try to "improve" myself? Just let them talk? Tell a teacher? I feel so exhausted. This year has already been tough, and this just made it worse. I don’t know if anyone will see this, but I really just want to know; am I that ugly? 

I tried to gather the photos that probably look more like me in real life rather than the ones I look decent so,,

Just got ranked the ugliest girl at my class, I need to know if I'm really that ugly.