I am an academic fraud

The title basically says it. I’ve applied for a Research Master, and I have good grades, but I don’t know how to research at all. I put way more effort into academia than my classmates, and yet I’m barely passing. In previous years I’ve made my classmates do the majority of the research (finding papers and such) and now I’ve found myself unable to do it by myself. I am such a stupid idiot. I’m literally afraid to go to class tomorrow because I know my teacher sees me as a disappointment, which I am. She looked at my motivation letter for the RM for me, and yet I can barely pass her class. I hate myself.