I hate being Autistic in a family of Neurotypicals.

My mom screamed at me and it made my ears ring She screamed at me because i yelled down to her in a "tone" of voice apparently When i told her i can't process tone and don't understand it or how to modulate it She got more mad And said i'm not a productive member of the family And all i do is sit in my room I hate being autistic And having neurotypical parents I just want to cry now.