26 [M4A] Hoping to meet someone layed back I could open up or look up to.

I'm a pretty secluded and quiet guy that still enjoys meeting kind people and quality conversation. I have always had a hard time handling intimacy and sexuality in general. Admitting my attractions and showing myself have proven to be quite a challenge for me. I am hoping there is someone out there that would mind my weaknesses and still be willing to get to know me.

I enjoy cooking, learning about arts and sciences, and playing games with friends when I can! I don't really have specific expectations of how this will end up, I think it would just be nice to have someone I could be open with in a sfw or nsfw manner. I would prefer someone a bit longer term so I could get to know someone, but it's not mandatory.

When it comes to attraction I am definitely straight, I am always happy chatting with a chill bro, but I have yet to feel attracted to a guy. On the other hand though, I can't help but be in awe of a guy who is blessed downstairs haha. Honestly I think I as just born a size freak because I have always found very busty women of any body type very attractive and innrecent years I have learned that I enjoy admiring well hung buddies. Deep cleavage and big bulges are my kryptonite. 😅

I appreciate anyone who decides to read this whole thing whether you reach out or not. I am always happy to answer any questions or respect whatever boundaries you may have. As long as you are 19+ we should be fine to talk! I hope everyone has a great day!