Dumb question

I know nothing about pot, CBD, anything. I grew up around pot in the early 80s. Was hotboxes by my siblings before a family wedding, which they thought was funny.

Flash forward. I don't smoke. Never have. My girlfriend's kids smoke weed now that is so pungent and strong, nothing like I remember as a kid. Like, it actually me makes me sick. Weed used to smell good.

Anyhow, would some form of gummies help me relax instead of drink? I'm afraid of that too. I suppose I'm a mess. I stopped drinking for a couple of weeks after the new year. Not because it was some sort of resolution, but because I don't want to die.

Federal worker here. Been a govt contractor for over 25 years supporting my group. I got a job to have a chance to lead them. But I'm going to be fired.

I worked so hard to get this job. Now....I'm just waiting for the ax. Anyhow, I was wondering if weed gummies wouldn't be better somehow in the evening instead of glasses of scotch.

Signed, Me