Want another baby someday but I am scared

I’m really stuck in limbo right now when I think about having another baby. I wish I could skip pregnancy and just have the baby lol. I am terrified because I had preeclampsia and now I think I am stuck with hypertension for the rest of my life. Anybody else struggling with this? I go back and forth frequently because I truly do want another one but at the same time it seems pretty scary to me. I don’t need to make any decisions now because I don’t want one until my daughter is three or four.