My gf doesn’t know how to kiss.. 16F and 17F

Me (16F) and my gf (17F) have been together 3 months, known each other 1.5yrs. Today after a long day, we went to the backseat, she got on top of me, she leaned down and started kissing me neck, and I wrapped my arms around her. She got close to my lips but then got off, and I was like fuck she was gonna kiss me, why’d she stop, !!mind you this is her first kiss!! So I sat up too and was like of course all in lalala with her lipstick all over my arms and neck and face, even my forehead and cheeks.

She asked if she were to kiss me how would she do so, and I was like idk how to explain, and she was like I wanted to kiss you and I was like I know, we kinda chatted briefly about worry of embarrassing ourselves, and I reassured her that the point is to have fun and we are, and that we can just giggle off our “screw ups”, we’re just having fun. Blah blah.

She was having trouble gettin back into the groove and I was like would it be easier if you were on top of me again? (I just wanted her in top of me again) And she was like omg and we giggled and she got on top again, and she right away almost smashed her lips on mine, sucking on my lips and swirling her tongue and I immediately was like omg please stop but my panic took over and I froze, only able to reciprocate with the gentle kissing I was used to, this lasted like 5 second and then a brief breath and she started up again and I was trying so hard to be playful as to not embarrass her, “slow down, I’m not going anywhere” and I giggled, trying not to make her feel embarrassed, but it didn’t work and she didn’t get the hint. After like a few seconds, not even 10, she got off I was kinda upset because it happened so fast that I didn’t have to chance to gently try to correct her and show her how to somewhat do it properly. Next time I’m really gonna try to take lead or AT LEAST correct her cuz oh my god, I live her so much but it was bad. I can’t, I felt very overstimulated afterward and we just cuddled for a bit, she said she needed to decompress and we chatted extremely briefly. I am honored to be her first kiss though in my opinion the situation was amazing, the kiss was really bad. BUT she didn’t seem at all upset, I think she thinks she did great so at least she felt good about it! I’ll just try to gently correct her next time. Overall 10/10, but the kiss was so bad, I love her but oh my god I wanted to cry.

‼️‼️TL;DR, she was kissing my neck in the backseat, straddling me as I was layed down. Blah blah leads to a kiss, HER FIRST KISS, and I urged her to lead and I regret it, it was pretty bad, read the last paragraph for it. Next time I’ll try to lead or at the very least correct her, but I was too frozen to do a thing other than try to demonstrate gentleness.. overall it was an absolutely amazing time, awkward and cute and intimate and loving.. other than the pretty bad kiss.. love her to bits though!!

IM NOT JUDGING HER, I DONT EXPECT HER TO HAVE EXPERIENCE!