I am really struggling

I am really struggling. I have 3 jobs and can still barely afford to live. My partner helps but it’s not fair on him and I am a burden. There are little full-time contracted jobs that will hire me, even with experience and giving a great interview, I never get picked. I have £10 left for the rest of the month to live on and I feel like a failure.

I am tired, I think about ending it every day. I am going back to college next month because I really want a chance at a career but constantly living paycheck to paycheck is hard, and it’s hard to stay positive. I feel soo stuck, I can’t OD because it’s painful and what if I live but I am permanently disabled? I I just want a way out of this…