Incredibly disappointed to find out I have an anterior placenta

In my last ultrasound I asked the tech when I would be feeling the baby, and that’s when I found out I have an anterior placenta. She told me I would likely not feel much until mid pregnancy, if at all. And that I wouldn’t be able to see baby move across my stomach. It wasn’t even something I had considered “wanting” but now that I know it may not happen I’m so sad. I was looking forward to feeling the kicks though, so it’s such a bummer.