Rapture Anxiety

I have a very compilcated histoty with my religion, but for the past year or so I have been attending church regularly with my family. Even though it is not often brought up, I tend to think about Revelations. With of the state of the world I can't help but think "This is the end, and something very bad is about to happen." And it fills me with a sense of dread. I'm not comfortable telling my family or people at my church this so I came here seeking comfort or support from Christians, thank you.

Side note: Please don't tell me "If you surrender to god you'll be fine." And all that, I apprieciate it, but that's not what I need to hear right now. If that is an issue you can dm me.