I am Christian, I love Jesus, but HATE Christian based activities besides church. Particularly Bible study.

I am a Christian. But I struggle with finding interest in Christian rooted activities besides going to church. I find them super boring. I listened in to their bible study session, and almost immediately I lost interest. I feel so bad because I feel obligated to like stuff like Bible study as a Christian but I just can’t bring myself to enjoy it. We also went to a bible museum and spent the entire day and the entire time I was brain numbingly bored I contemplated just busting through a window and throwing myself into traffic. If I had to choose between that museum, be locked up in a jail cell and watch paint dry, or revisit my 11th grade monotone af slow speaking math teacher, I’d pick jail paint. I feel horrible for feeling like this as a Christian you should read and enjoy the bible, but I can’t. Does this make me a bad Christian?