embarrassed at my rho gamma interview

Today I had my individual interview for becoming a rho gamma in the fall and I just know I absolutely embarrassed myself. We had the meeting over zoom since the weather in my area was predicted to be bad and that honestly didn’t ease my anxiety about the whole thing. I had a group chat with some of my other sisters who are also trying out to be a rho gamma and when one of them told us she just finished I asked what the questions were like and she said she wasn’t going to tell me but I’d have to think a little more with what they’re asking us. This just made me even more nervous. When it was my turn, I literally blanked on the first question and panicked. The interviewer asked me what values in my chapter relate to being a good rho gamma and for the life of me I could not remember anything even though I know i knew them. I ended up saying a value that wasn’t even ours when I meant to say another and I saw one girl smirk like she wanted to laugh at me on the screen and that just messed up every other question they gave me after and I honestly just wanted to cry. I know I probably won’t get the position but I just hope this doesn’t get back to my chapter and have them know I embarrassed them also.