[F4M] Becoming your oral-only sidepiece

"Richelle, how are things with Chris?"

It was an innocent enough question for a friend to ask, about you and your crush, but it left me feeling awkward. What was I supposed to say? The truth?

Yeah, things are fine, I think. We hooked up last weekend and I went down on him. And then this past week we met up for drinks and I went down on him again. We're just having fun

No. I didn't want to say that. It made it sound like I was just some kind of blowjob pet for you.

Which I wasn't.... was I?

"Yeah things are good," I reply with a smile, going with keeping things non-descript.

This wasn't how I'd imagined feeling when discussing our relationship. I'd had a crush on you for so long and that night the past weekend it'd felt like that must've been the start of something. I mean, we'd made out and things had shifted pretty quickly to your cock being down my throat. That meant something... right?

"Oh. Okay, I was just asking because Sara was saying she saw him out with some other girl on Thursday," the words sting as I hear them and I shift nervously on my chair.

"No... no that would've been someone else," I reply before I swiftly change the subject, just as a message pops up on my phone from you. Even before I open it, part of me knows I'm going to end up on my knees for you again before too long.

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So yeah I hope that got across an idea of the kind of scene I'm looking to play out. There's something undeniably hot to me about effectively becoming someone's blowjob pet.

Finally having my crush's' attention and telling myself that this is more than just sex, it'll happen if I just keep doing what you want. Only from your perspective, well, that is pretty much all you want, my lips around your cock and the enjoyment of transforming me into an obedient pet.

You've got no intention of dating me, maybe even telling your friends and laughing about how I'm just your dial-a-blowjob service, telling them you could totally get me to fuck them if you wanted, or degrade myself in other ways

Maybe things even shifting to you having me help you pick-up other girls, only to make me watch or listen as you fuck them instead of me.

In terms of kinks, in fantasy I like all kinds of things including, blowjobs, humiliation, degradation, slapping, spanking, choking, hair pulling, rough sex, cheating, cuckquean, raceplay, threesomes, gangbangs, being shared, innocence loss, corruption, chastity, dub-con/forced bi, first times, body writing, filming, anal