Feeling Isolated and Ignored

Hi everyone, lately I’ve been feeling really lonely. I’ve been trying for a while to go out and make plans with my friends, I keep insisting and asking them to hang out, but they always blow me off. This weekend I planned to go out with a friend, I asked her to save the day for me, and in the end, we didn’t go out. To my surprise, she posted pictures with other friends. It also happens that people invite me to go out, but then they stop replying and don’t talk to me anymore. Honestly, it’s really getting to me. It makes me angry, I won’t deny it.

The truth is, I don’t have any real friends in that sense. I never hang out with them, and for me, quality time with the people I care about is really important. I don’t just want to talk to people on Instagram; I’d like to be able to share real moments, not just have people message me randomly on Instagram from time to time.

I don’t know if I’m exaggerating, but it’s really affecting me. I’ve even thought about deleting everyone from Instagram because I feel ignored and like I don’t matter. But at the same time, I don’t want to seem hurt or let it show that it bothers me. I’m not sure what to do about it, should I delete everyone or keep dealing with it? Has anyone gone through something similar? Shoulld I just forget it and move on?

Thanks for reading