Am I in the wrong?

I don’t have many friends. There is two people who I hangout with. It’s quite frequent when they go out to bars that I am not allowed at and do not invite me out. I understand it’s my fault I fought at those bars and got kicked out, but if they got kicked out of a bar, I’d find a place we can hangout together; which they don’t. Am I wrong for getting mad? I just want us all to treat each other equally.