I literally am incapable of getting any kind of sleep in any context
I’m just so fucking exhausted it’s not even funny. Last night I went and hung out with some friends at their house and we were having a good time drinking and just partying and I didn’t fall asleep at all even after I took my Seroquel. Which is unfortunately, to be expected because I have anxiety about sleeping at other peoples houses (especially my best friend’s house because it’s always really disgusting and dirty so I don’t feel very comfortable sleeping, no offense to him)and I just laid there awake drunk and tierd all night with no sleep. It didn’t help that my friend has sleep apnea and snored the entire night so I couldn’t even sleep even if I could because I need my space to be quiet. And honestly, I was jealous as fuck of my friends because they passed out around 2 AM and they slept till literally noon and I just sat there on the floor on the mattress doing nothing for the entire time. When I finally left earlier today and came home the first thing I wanted to do was take a nap and I finally laid in my own bed in my bedroom and I was unable to take a nap and I just am getting really concerned because it doesn’t matter what happens or how tired I am I don’t fall asleep
Posted Mar 16, 2025, 1:17 AM UTC