I still love you

I miss you and I love you still. It’s been years by now and I thought everything would just fade away. I still think about you and your still in my heart no matter what I do. Every time you come up in my thoughts I just get sad because I know it’ll never be like that again. I’ll never have you again. I’ll never get to laugh with you again. You were my everything and I let you go. My heart is still in pieces. Maybe I should fought harder to work things out. I keep trying to convince myself that we weren’t good for each other. It wouldn’t have worked. It just feels like a pathetic excuse to convince myself. I just wish I could tell you how much I love you still but I’m not selfish. You deserve happiness even if it’s not with me.

Forever yours, Lorraine