I don’t understand this lucid dream I had , please help me

My dream starts off with me, opening my eyes, and I’m at a bar with a ton of my friends a guy that I’ve been casually seeing and again a bunch of my friends I sat around the table looking extremely confused and one of my friends in the dream looks at me confused and asked if I’m OK and I never answered so my friend gets up to get me a shot. I take multiple shots you know to act as casual as possible. Afterwards, one of my male friends then makes a comment and says. Anyone would snatch me up like they should. The entire table becomes quiet and everyone starts making the same shocked gesture almost like they were robots, which scared me I then look at my male friend that made that comment and told him to stop as I was crying then I look over to my right where the man that I’ve been seeing gives me a very uncomfortable side eye I look at my friend again and said stop it he then yells and says someone has to say it. I then began to stand up at the table and start screaming as if I was having a mental breakdown as I was screaming. I was hyperventilating and crying. I have never seen this version of myself. The entire bar got quiet and everyone looked at me as if they were frozen in time. It was very scary almost like a bunch of robots. I then continue to scream, and as I was screaming started to say wake up. Out of the blue when I went to slam my hands on the table, a hand to my right began to squeeze my hand. The hand then began to slowly go up my arm up my neck, cuffed my face, and I began to freeze. I closed my eyes, and began to calm my breathing, and immediately sat down with my eyes closed. The hand to my right then slowly went back down my arm to my leg and squeezed my hand and all I did exhale crying. After I woke up and I was in my room. In the dream I had so many emotions. I felt confused, angry hurt and calm all at the same time I just cannot decipher this dream and yes, I am extremely confused.