somebody gave me an idea that i couldn't stop thinking about

I like things that hurt my body. I already have things like having my hair pulled and being slapped, but I also like having my belly kicked and being dragged by my hair. I recently had two cocks in my pussy at the same time, I have a small body and it was quite painful, I enjoyed being in pain even though I begged them to stop. I recently texted a boy anonymously and he said something about putting a knife in my pussy, I was startled and scared but it sounded interesting to me in a way and I can't stop thinking about it. Imagining my pussy covered in blood makes me wet. (I admit it's weird, I'm not sure if I could do that in real life.)