My future is ruined.

I was ready to work hard. I had naturally the intelligence to understand everything. Everything said that if I put my mind to it, I was capable of 99%ile+. I wanted to be excellent not for the rank but because I desired knowledge and to do something amazing.

Then my family problems started. It made me unable to study properly for 3 months, and my entire base was shook. I tried my best to copeup, but the backlog made it impossible. Now I have nothingto live for. I dedicated my years to make something amazing of myself, and ultimatwely everything i strived for was lost due to other peoples' shortcoming ... i think this is the end,