I can't say no to tops

I (32m) since starting bottoming last year I've become addicted to being topped and fucked. Like I can't stop thinking about it and I have lost the ability to say no when presented with a top/cock. I'll go in saying I'm just going to go on a date, no sex, but as soon as we're alone if they make a move i find myself naked with them pumping my hole full of their baby batter.

I truly think it's a real addiction that I have now, but Im not really trying to stop it. I like being topped, I like draining men, I like being used and chose by tops to carry their seed. As soon as i see a cock, my throat gets thirsty, my hole pulsates, and i give into whatever they want. Anyone else feeling this way?