i feel like im losing my mind

when ever i listen to tomorrow on chromakopia, i swear he says "im gaining weight around the wrist" but every time i read the lyrics it says "im gaining weight, id rather rest" which honestly makes less sense to me but whatever. i wouldnt be so damn adamant about this if i hadnt seen one clip where tyler was performing tomorrow where he GRABBED HIS WRIST when he got to that part. idk if it was a short or something but i see it in my mind so clearly. problem is i cant find it ANYWHERE, ive even looked for official lyrics posted by tyler bc as far as i know genius and apple music and what have you are just other people writing down what the lyrics sound like they are (correct me if im wrong tho they could be straight from the source). alas, i cant find anything that proves my ears are either right or wrong. so here i am. if someone has some sort of official lyrics or can find the video i swear i didnt dream that would be awesome.